Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I HAVE........

Have you....seen palm trees bowed, crowns to the sand,... before the rage of hurricane winds...
pliant and humbled, even to the edge of destruction...
yet their roots , driven so deeply by other storms, other times...
grip solid rock beyond the sand , anchored ...
and as the furious devastation exhausts itself at last...
waters recede...tidal waves lie down.


Tuesday, October 27, 2009


. Where have my words gone? They used to, many times, flow out of my pen.
These days I can not speak out ...nor write...the words that are still on my human "hard drive". I falter ...mid-sentence.
. Lord, I have loved words all the days of my life...must I lose them in these last miles?
. God have mercy.
. Let my words not
skitter away
like dry leaves on a
windy day.......
.... and, Lord, even though I may never understand all the roads You have destined
us to follow....I KNOW ...that You know our end from the beginning,
and that Your Grace enfolds us every step of the Way. Amen

Thursday, October 15, 2009

....AND EVEN NOW....

What would I do without him?
When I feel as if I'm about to be pushed over the cliff,
he always seems to step between me and the edge and he
nudges me back to the safe ground.
I think he'd say I do the same for him,
though I never see it as such at the time.
(from "MARY's JOURNAL")

Have started reading the life story of Oswald Chambers ( we all know him best by his little book "MY UTMOST FOR HIS HIGHEST" all over the world , in as many languages, second only to God's Bible.)
He died so young. Never knew that his written words were destined by God to
inspire and encourage (and sometimes reveal hidden sins) to generations of God seeking folk.
Where do people like him, like Mother Theresa,like the Catholic priest who lived and died ministering to lepers( all outcasts on a remote island), ... like present day Heidi and Roland Baker ......where do they come from (God , of course).
What requisite to be one to whom the LORD IS their ALL IN ALL?
Can it be BROKENESS ? Not for a season..but forever?
I wonder. I want. I need.

PS. my sweet Girl is going to teach me how to edit and improve what i write here..when she gets time to : )

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


A stormy day.
What to do? this thought led to a box, long stored in the garage loft...marked "mom's treasures".
Lift it down carefully.
Later ..spread across the shiny wood floor ..little piles of preciousness.
Hours of reading, piece by piece. Some are yellowed by age.
Tiny handprints, colorful hearts, lots of smiley faces , adorning so many declarations of baby love flowing from pure little hearts
Sweet healing balm for tired old minds., four generations of familial love wove warm "Snuggies" and wrapped us as............the storm raged on.
MOMS, KEEP IT ALL! Each paper , every poem, special letters , all cutouts.... keep
it all. One day your blanket of warmth will embrace you as you open your old trunks and start reliving it all. What a blessing.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Tenacious Love

If You, O Lord, kept a record of sins,
O Lord, who could stand?
BUT..with You there is forgiveness;
And that's why You are worshiped. PS. 130

never, never, never give up!
The woman in the Bible came back...again, again, again!
God touched her...NEVER GIVE UP!

What does such LOVE look like ? my life?
It's not just sweet babbling.
I like it easy...then this "Endurance and Patience" thing comes .
What will I carry for the Master?
we're the BODY..and we get to "DO STUFF" : )
Yes, HIS Body. How necessary every son and daughter of God is...
Let's run to the alter ..and die!
Then lets go out in the boat again, with HIM.
Take us out again for the Glory of God (this time).
Seasick? HOLY, HOLY..then barf! But GO!
THE GOSPEL LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING...not just babble! You don't stop when you puke.
Wipe your mouth and position yourself to catch the wind in your sails.


The gist of this message struck my heart to it's knees the other day.
Let's run to the alter ...and die.

Thursday, October 8, 2009


She recalled the painful years when she was growing up.
"I had the meanest mother in the world, " this ananymous person wrote . " while other kids ate candy for breakfast, I had to have cereal, eggs, and toast. When others had coke and candy for lunch, I had to eat a sandwich , as you can guess, my dinner was different from other kids!
"My mother insisted on knowing where we were at all times. You'd think we were on a chain gang.She had to know who our friends were and what we were doing. She insisted that if we said we'd be gone for one hour, that we would be gone one hour or less."
"I am ashamed to admit it, but she actually had the nerve to break the Child Labor Law. She made us work! We had to wash all the dishes, make beds, learn to cook, and all sorts of cruel things. I believe she laid awake nights thinking up mean things to do to us."
" She always insisted on us telling the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. By the time we were tennagers she was much wiser, and our life became even more unbearable."
" None of this tooting the horn of a car for us to come running, she embarrassed us no end by making our dates and friends come to the door to get us. I forgot to mention, while my friends were dating at the mature age of 12 or 13 , my old-fashioned mother refused to let me date until I was 15 or 16."
" My mother was a complete failure as a mother. None of us has ever been arrested, or beaten a mate. My brother served his time in the service of his country. And whom do we blame for this terrible way we turned out? You're right, our Mean Mother !"
" look at all the things we missed. We never got to take part in a riot, burn draft cards , and a million and one things that our friends did . She made us grow up into God-fearing , educated, honest adults."
" Using this as a background, I am trying to raise my children. I stand a little taller and I am filled with pride when my children call me Mean. You see, I thank God He gave me the meanest mother in the world."

From this , I would say the country doesn't need a 5-cent cigar; it needs more "Mean Mothers......and Dads."
Our Daughter is such a one : )

Sunday, October 4, 2009


If you haven't been through adversity, where HAVE you been!

This just in: It is reported that the following people had just 24 hours every day, divided into 24 equal segments of 60 minutes each: Jesus, Mozart, Ghandi, Joseph Smith, Michelangelo, Abraham Lincoln, Moses, and .....well, you get the idea.

One seventh of your life is spent on is spent on Fridays , too!
So , let's be happy and carry on...and on...and... : )